Face it, I miss her. A lot. And you know that feeling, like if you had one thing one day, and the next it is gone? I can't remember what that is exactly.... At the moment, and I'm trying to but, you know that saying, you never know what you had until it is gone? Thing is, I knew what I had. Still lost it. And it is never to come back. Like that is mind bottling, a gargantuan load one your brain. Like losing the good part of yourself. It is like, fucking weird.
But I've tried to fight it and fight it. But fact is, I miss her ass. So umm, wtf, I admitted it. Maybe I'd stop dreaming. Stop daydreaming, thinking, and all that other shit. Just maybe it would stop. Cause I know damn well she is not thinking about me. I just want this shit to go away.
Look in the mirror, what do I see? You...
Who I am.
- Khyote
- I love cars, women, and learning. Friendly arguments are cool. But so are tacos.
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I know how you feel. it all very much sux. im kinda going thru the same thing right now. not to sound like an ass or anything because i know your relationship was "different" and lasted alot longer then what im going thru. Shit is crazy. Why do these things have to hurt? i dont know. Isnt it crazy how you try not to think of the person all day... and you might be doing good but bam, you go to sleep and have a dream about them. and they are the first thing on your mind tomorrow morning. But life is tough...and we are all still young. lets hope shit gets better.
I felt much better after confessing to myself that I missed her. And i don't even think or dream about her. It was like, now if I do think about her, it isn't about the bad, but the good. Like I appreciate the time we had together, but time to move on and grow from it. And uh frankie, who are YOU talking bout?
you know...my good "friend" that came to visit this past winter break.
but yeah thats good that u came to acceptance.
I miss too.
I miss alot of things.
I think missing is good.
It reminds yourself of what was good.
Today we had good weather and I missed someone.
You should tell this person that you missed them if they are not dead.
If they are dead then the spirits will let them know.
Yea.. I would tell her, but I do not think it will mean anything to either of us. See is kinda heartless toward ppl see does not like. So yea. I'll keep it to myself. Thank though.
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