4.19.2009
4.10.2009
"Day and Night"
Day and night
I toss and turn, I keep stressing my mind, mind
I look for peace but see I don't attain
What I need for keeps this silly game we play, play
Now look at this
Madness to magnet keeps attracting me, me
I try to run but see I'm not that fast
I think I'm first but surely finish last, last
Cuz day and night
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at night
He's all alone through the day and night
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at night at,at,at night
Day and night
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at night
He's all alone, some things will never change
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at night at, at, at night
Hold the phone
The lonely stoner, mr. solo doe low
He's on the move can't seem to shake the shade
Within his dreams he see's the life he made, made
The pain is deep
A silent sleeper you won't hear a peep, peep
The girl he wants don't see no one into
It seems the feelings that she had are through, through
Cuz day and night
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at night
He's all alone through the day and night
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at night at, at, at night
Day and night
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at night
He's all alone, some things will never change
The lonely loner seems to free his(yeah) mind at night at, at, at night
Slow moe,
When the temple slows up and creates that new, new
He seems alive though he is feeling blue
The sun is shining man he's super cool, cool
The lonely nights
They fade away he slips into his white nights
He smokes a clip and then he's on the way
To free his mind in search of,
To free his mind in search of,
To free his mind in search of,
Cuz day and night
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at night
He's all alone through the day and night
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at night (at, at, at night)
Day and night
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at night
He's all alone, some things will never change
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at night (at, at, at night)
I toss and turn, I keep stressing my mind, mind
I look for peace but see I don't attain
What I need for keeps this silly game we play, play
Now look at this
Madness to magnet keeps attracting me, me
I try to run but see I'm not that fast
I think I'm first but surely finish last, last
Cuz day and night
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at night
He's all alone through the day and night
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at night at,at,at night
Day and night
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at night
He's all alone, some things will never change
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at night at, at, at night
Hold the phone
The lonely stoner, mr. solo doe low
He's on the move can't seem to shake the shade
Within his dreams he see's the life he made, made
The pain is deep
A silent sleeper you won't hear a peep, peep
The girl he wants don't see no one into
It seems the feelings that she had are through, through
Cuz day and night
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at night
He's all alone through the day and night
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at night at, at, at night
Day and night
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at night
He's all alone, some things will never change
The lonely loner seems to free his(yeah) mind at night at, at, at night
Slow moe,
When the temple slows up and creates that new, new
He seems alive though he is feeling blue
The sun is shining man he's super cool, cool
The lonely nights
They fade away he slips into his white nights
He smokes a clip and then he's on the way
To free his mind in search of,
To free his mind in search of,
To free his mind in search of,
Cuz day and night
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at night
He's all alone through the day and night
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at night (at, at, at night)
Day and night
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at night
He's all alone, some things will never change
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at night (at, at, at night)
At, at, at night
4.08.2009
Face it...
Face it, I miss her. A lot. And you know that feeling, like if you had one thing one day, and the next it is gone? I can't remember what that is exactly.... At the moment, and I'm trying to but, you know that saying, you never know what you had until it is gone? Thing is, I knew what I had. Still lost it. And it is never to come back. Like that is mind bottling, a gargantuan load one your brain. Like losing the good part of yourself. It is like, fucking weird.
But I've tried to fight it and fight it. But fact is, I miss her ass. So umm, wtf, I admitted it. Maybe I'd stop dreaming. Stop daydreaming, thinking, and all that other shit. Just maybe it would stop. Cause I know damn well she is not thinking about me. I just want this shit to go away.
Look in the mirror, what do I see? You...
But I've tried to fight it and fight it. But fact is, I miss her ass. So umm, wtf, I admitted it. Maybe I'd stop dreaming. Stop daydreaming, thinking, and all that other shit. Just maybe it would stop. Cause I know damn well she is not thinking about me. I just want this shit to go away.
Look in the mirror, what do I see? You...
"GET OFF my lip!!!"
I have been listening to a couple of Daft Punk songs. Daft Punk make like some funky techno, type music. I love the shit. I NEVER knew of them until I met my friend of last year. She was a very open person to a lot of shit. And she worked in this music store and played Daft Punk's CD while I was there. I like Robot Rock. But the was first time hearing it. I downloaded their music every now and then. But there is this one I like a lot. It is jammin. That means like, fucking, poppin, dancable, idk. That joint just rock. Listen.
4.07.2009
Cling.
Shit I fell asleep when I got home from skool yesterday. I was TIRED. As soon as I got in I laid in the bed. Got a couple texts from a potential buyer, but I am not looking to sell me engine. I have no idea were he was able to see where my engine was still up for sell. I have not up dated any of my for sell posts in a week. Weird. But I had a bit of a conversation with him. Until I fell asleep in the middle of writing a text. I woke up laughing. It is a shame how I get myself. Sleeping in the afternoon. But I always find a way to recover. I should be trying to sleep now, but I have been trying t better myself in using the computer, typing, and reading. I wanna own my own business one day. You didn't know? Oh. Well, I do.
I decided to go to Lincoln Tech to learn work on car, and everything so then later I could own a shop, or work in a shop where I didn't only know how to work on Hondas. And I have also have fethis for food. I love to eat and cook. I would have loved to go to a culinary art class, but yea, I need money. But I look far into the future to own a car garage and a resturant later in life. I OBVIOUSLY have not been to focused on concentrating on my future. I understand the whole concept, work hard now, live easy later. But life as a whole will ALWAYS be hard. The only time you truly rest is when you die. So I do whatever gets me by until I die. I know I should not and could not keep that train of thought if I wanna do what I want to do. But at this time in my life, I just want to have fun. Just a little bit. But that hasn't worked out either. Hmph.
Cling onto what you hold true is what I am going to tell you. Cause from now on I will never EVER go far from what I orginally go by. Unless it is like something with my wife and shit. Bitches be tripping.
I decided to go to Lincoln Tech to learn work on car, and everything so then later I could own a shop, or work in a shop where I didn't only know how to work on Hondas. And I have also have fethis for food. I love to eat and cook. I would have loved to go to a culinary art class, but yea, I need money. But I look far into the future to own a car garage and a resturant later in life. I OBVIOUSLY have not been to focused on concentrating on my future. I understand the whole concept, work hard now, live easy later. But life as a whole will ALWAYS be hard. The only time you truly rest is when you die. So I do whatever gets me by until I die. I know I should not and could not keep that train of thought if I wanna do what I want to do. But at this time in my life, I just want to have fun. Just a little bit. But that hasn't worked out either. Hmph.
Cling onto what you hold true is what I am going to tell you. Cause from now on I will never EVER go far from what I orginally go by. Unless it is like something with my wife and shit. Bitches be tripping.
4.06.2009
Maraschino cherries
"Let's do it?" "Give it to me." "I'm ready." "Can I?" "TAKE IT OFF!"
Listen, I call myself a creative lover. Why? Well, my foreplay can be as goofy as an episode off Spongebob, or as sensual as Hershey chocolate. It could be as long as a whole day, or as quick as pinch on the nipple. But I could do anything relative to sex. Maybe because I am a male, but either way, I'd fuck you like you'd want me to.
My experiences have told me that I am in love with the whole concept of sex. It started with this girl I met during the summer. She was just so chick I met in the neighborhood. And we ended up kissing at the end of the day we met. Next acquaintance, I fingered her and she gave me a hand job. I liked pleasing her because of her reaction to what I was doing. I felt empowered in a way. And in turn she wanted to please me. Ha.
If I talked to girls more, or want out as much as I wanted I'd probably be having sex every other night. I don't look too bad, and I am funny. Chicks like funny dudes. Laugh her ass to my car, laugh her into my bed, BAM! It's going DOWN!
But the act is soo fun. Like, check it, like this one girl I met. We had been talking for a couple days before we had sex. She told me how she liked rough shit. How she grew up fighting with her brothers and what not. I read into that. So when she finally came over, I wrestled with her. She takes my shirt off, I take hers off. Still wrestling. Then you feel that heat. BAM SEX!!!!! And she was rough, and I was rough right back. It was fun!
It could be deep. Like one day, I got together with my ex. And we were just "hanging out." But you still have that past tension toward each other, with a hint of sexual tension. And I go to drop her off. But it was a bit more than that. It was like, I was saying goodbye than BAM SEX!!!!! And ALL the emotions that we had had before doing it had EXPLODED into SEXXX! Very intoxicating. BUT.... (different story) GUYS DATE RELIABLE PEOPLE, or just have sex with them.
I'm looking to date an atlethic chick. One who can stretch, has a BANGING body. Trying get one. I wanna expereince something like that. Maybe when I got to Ocean City this year, I'll get me something like that.
My personal favorite position is when a girl lies on her stomach and I enter from there. I don't wanna be explicit, but you should know what I mean. I love the view and the angle. I also favor when the girl is on top. Same same almost, I love the view, I love how I really don't have to do much except sit back and relax. I just love that position.
Favorite Positions:
1. You her belly I get it from the back.
2. Reverse Missionary
3. Doggy
4. Missionary
5. Sideways
I also love them blowjobs. There is nothing better than that unless you having sex with Melissa Ford.
Listen, I call myself a creative lover. Why? Well, my foreplay can be as goofy as an episode off Spongebob, or as sensual as Hershey chocolate. It could be as long as a whole day, or as quick as pinch on the nipple. But I could do anything relative to sex. Maybe because I am a male, but either way, I'd fuck you like you'd want me to.
My experiences have told me that I am in love with the whole concept of sex. It started with this girl I met during the summer. She was just so chick I met in the neighborhood. And we ended up kissing at the end of the day we met. Next acquaintance, I fingered her and she gave me a hand job. I liked pleasing her because of her reaction to what I was doing. I felt empowered in a way. And in turn she wanted to please me. Ha.
If I talked to girls more, or want out as much as I wanted I'd probably be having sex every other night. I don't look too bad, and I am funny. Chicks like funny dudes. Laugh her ass to my car, laugh her into my bed, BAM! It's going DOWN!
But the act is soo fun. Like, check it, like this one girl I met. We had been talking for a couple days before we had sex. She told me how she liked rough shit. How she grew up fighting with her brothers and what not. I read into that. So when she finally came over, I wrestled with her. She takes my shirt off, I take hers off. Still wrestling. Then you feel that heat. BAM SEX!!!!! And she was rough, and I was rough right back. It was fun!
It could be deep. Like one day, I got together with my ex. And we were just "hanging out." But you still have that past tension toward each other, with a hint of sexual tension. And I go to drop her off. But it was a bit more than that. It was like, I was saying goodbye than BAM SEX!!!!! And ALL the emotions that we had had before doing it had EXPLODED into SEXXX! Very intoxicating. BUT.... (different story) GUYS DATE RELIABLE PEOPLE, or just have sex with them.
I'm looking to date an atlethic chick. One who can stretch, has a BANGING body. Trying get one. I wanna expereince something like that. Maybe when I got to Ocean City this year, I'll get me something like that.
My personal favorite position is when a girl lies on her stomach and I enter from there. I don't wanna be explicit, but you should know what I mean. I love the view and the angle. I also favor when the girl is on top. Same same almost, I love the view, I love how I really don't have to do much except sit back and relax. I just love that position.
Favorite Positions:
1. You her belly I get it from the back.
2. Reverse Missionary
3. Doggy
4. Missionary
5. Sideways
I also love them blowjobs. There is nothing better than that unless you having sex with Melissa Ford.
Trying
I am trying. Trying so hard.
What could it be? Maybe..? No.. Could it..?! No.
Bandage. Breathe. Back to basics.
Yet. But yet, I am still trying... Why? Why it is so confined right now? Why?
What could it be? Maybe..? No.. Could it..?! No.
Relax. Re-evaluate. Remember.
But still, I try and try. Why is it so hard right now? Why?
I think my car is bad luck.
What could it be? Maybe..? No.. Could it..?! No.
Bandage. Breathe. Back to basics.
Yet. But yet, I am still trying... Why? Why it is so confined right now? Why?
What could it be? Maybe..? No.. Could it..?! No.
Relax. Re-evaluate. Remember.
But still, I try and try. Why is it so hard right now? Why?
I think my car is bad luck.
4.05.2009
Bullshit
I had some kid come and check out my car the other day. He was really looking into buying my car even though it was a piece of junk. He's telling me he wants a project car, his mom doesn't care, he's moving out, blah blah. So I'm like, ok I might be getting this shit sold. He looked over the car. Then he said he'd come the next day. I was like fine. Next day he calls saying his mom won't let him have a project car.
Seems very fishing to me.
Seems very fishing to me.
4.02.2009
4.01.2009
Turkey
Ever wonder why me titles are always about food? It is because I am forever hungry. And I think about it, and relate to whatever I am talking about. Simple enough, eh? Iight then.
I've been write consistently everyday since, idk, like a week ago I think. I feel kinda pathetic. No one reads this. I am basically talking to myself, but on a damn web page. I have no one else to have a consistent conversation with anymore. Ha, I never really practiced what I preached except not making myself to be untrustworthy. It is like whatever in some cases. A broad topic, but basically, I say stuff and think things should be done this way, or that way. But I never really followed. But I'd have a reason. Although some people never understood. I feel better alone sometimes. Not having to worry about being backstabbed, lied to, cheated on, etc. Like now, I feel the only time I could chill with someone is for a good time. Like drinking, smoking, sexing. Nothing like just sit in talk. Except with my friend Ashley. I like talkin to her because she is something like me. But we rarely talk. Maybe that's why I like it too. Hmm.
I used to hate people who would do things with no emotion inside. Like sex. Prime example. I used to be against it. But hey, look at me now. Fucking shit, and never talking to them again. I always felt like I had to have some type of feeling toward a person to have sex with them. After a certain point in my life, I just said fuck that theory. I like sex. And getting to know someone nowadays it pointless because there are just as slutty as you wanna be. Can't beat the thread, join it. Shit. Never did I think I would get offended by someone having sex with another person until my last girl told me see had sex with her EX. I was soo pissed. And she said people make mistakes. I understand people make mistake, but sex is MOSTLY controlled. And she said she wasn't like she used to be, but it was really obvious she had tendencies to be what she said she wasn't. She did shit with her ex while I was in skool, and after the summer. Who knows what she really had been doing.. Some guys were talking about their girlfriends and shit. Saying if you girl is still going to their ex, just leave them. And I made a HUGE mistake going back twice. I regret it. But I saw her mistakes as an opening for me. If you can have sex with no emotion, why can't I? Eventually I came around to boldly ask someone if they were down. It was a converstaion gone nasty. And we both kinda felt the moment. Done deed.
I see if you're in the moment and you are desperate enough, you'd do some weird shit in the heat of the moment. Sometimes it could be a mistake. Sometimes it could simply be a good time. I guess as a male anytime is a good time. I just like the activity in itself. It is fun, and it feels great. So I guess that is my reason in it being a good time. Freak I be too. I'd do anything. Shit, I like energetic chicks who could hold their own too. If you can't move your own body, and I have to do most of the work, I do not like it. Makes me feel like you don't want it. It is a pet-peev I have. Can't move, then learn. But this a topic in itself. So I'll leave this for some other time.
Today, I someone wants my car's chassis, but not the engine. ANd I've been planning for something like that to happen. I wanted to get rid of my chassis and rebuild my engine to make it some FIERCE engine. I hope it just comes true. Because the guy only wants my chassis, I have to take my engine and transmission out of the car. That is gonna be a CHALLENGE. But I am ready. Hopefully he take it off my hands. People have been trying to came and steal my car, but I read into their bullshit. I'm not stupid. But I am really ready to get rid of the shit. I am SO ready.
Ahhhhhh, I am soo tired. I haven't been to sleep since yesterday afternoon. Feels like after the Thanksgiving turkey dinner... THIAMIN!
I've been write consistently everyday since, idk, like a week ago I think. I feel kinda pathetic. No one reads this. I am basically talking to myself, but on a damn web page. I have no one else to have a consistent conversation with anymore. Ha, I never really practiced what I preached except not making myself to be untrustworthy. It is like whatever in some cases. A broad topic, but basically, I say stuff and think things should be done this way, or that way. But I never really followed. But I'd have a reason. Although some people never understood. I feel better alone sometimes. Not having to worry about being backstabbed, lied to, cheated on, etc. Like now, I feel the only time I could chill with someone is for a good time. Like drinking, smoking, sexing. Nothing like just sit in talk. Except with my friend Ashley. I like talkin to her because she is something like me. But we rarely talk. Maybe that's why I like it too. Hmm.
I used to hate people who would do things with no emotion inside. Like sex. Prime example. I used to be against it. But hey, look at me now. Fucking shit, and never talking to them again. I always felt like I had to have some type of feeling toward a person to have sex with them. After a certain point in my life, I just said fuck that theory. I like sex. And getting to know someone nowadays it pointless because there are just as slutty as you wanna be. Can't beat the thread, join it. Shit. Never did I think I would get offended by someone having sex with another person until my last girl told me see had sex with her EX. I was soo pissed. And she said people make mistakes. I understand people make mistake, but sex is MOSTLY controlled. And she said she wasn't like she used to be, but it was really obvious she had tendencies to be what she said she wasn't. She did shit with her ex while I was in skool, and after the summer. Who knows what she really had been doing.. Some guys were talking about their girlfriends and shit. Saying if you girl is still going to their ex, just leave them. And I made a HUGE mistake going back twice. I regret it. But I saw her mistakes as an opening for me. If you can have sex with no emotion, why can't I? Eventually I came around to boldly ask someone if they were down. It was a converstaion gone nasty. And we both kinda felt the moment. Done deed.
I see if you're in the moment and you are desperate enough, you'd do some weird shit in the heat of the moment. Sometimes it could be a mistake. Sometimes it could simply be a good time. I guess as a male anytime is a good time. I just like the activity in itself. It is fun, and it feels great. So I guess that is my reason in it being a good time. Freak I be too. I'd do anything. Shit, I like energetic chicks who could hold their own too. If you can't move your own body, and I have to do most of the work, I do not like it. Makes me feel like you don't want it. It is a pet-peev I have. Can't move, then learn. But this a topic in itself. So I'll leave this for some other time.
Today, I someone wants my car's chassis, but not the engine. ANd I've been planning for something like that to happen. I wanted to get rid of my chassis and rebuild my engine to make it some FIERCE engine. I hope it just comes true. Because the guy only wants my chassis, I have to take my engine and transmission out of the car. That is gonna be a CHALLENGE. But I am ready. Hopefully he take it off my hands. People have been trying to came and steal my car, but I read into their bullshit. I'm not stupid. But I am really ready to get rid of the shit. I am SO ready.
Ahhhhhh, I am soo tired. I haven't been to sleep since yesterday afternoon. Feels like after the Thanksgiving turkey dinner... THIAMIN!
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