I laugh

Deep, soulful release,
Muscle contracting event,
I laugh at life,
I laugh at everything with in it,
Now I am different,
I am not as I was before,
I see now, how and why,
You have to live so selfishly in this world,
I enjoy some struggles,
Some I'd rather living without,
Most aren't to critical,
Other changes how my life turns out,
So all I can do now is laugh,
And try to enjoy everything I can,
Because once you have make dumb mistakes,
They come back to haunt you....