Fuming

Things are going good.



I'm taking you home one night. I ask, "Why are so grown?" When I said that, I had no real motive as to why I asked. I felt you were acting different. You ask, "How am I acting grown?" I reply, "Cause you just are. You know how you're acting." She says, "No I don't. You are the one who said I'm acting like that." I says, "I just feeling like you're acting grown." She asks, "How?" I say, "I don't know."

Then she starts off saying, "If I say something with no explanation, you get so pissed." I said, "No I would not." She yells, "Yes you would. This is so unfair. That so fucked up." In my heart, I feel so hopeless cause she saying this bullshit, like it TRULY is fucked up. So I say, "I really don't know. You're are just acting grown." She continues to say, "You know if I said something about you with nothing else to say you'd get mad. That's so unfair." I said, "Why do you be you, and I'll be me. So how is it unfair?" And she yells, "Cause shit's suppose to be even. You can say all this crap about me and I have to be fine. But when I say something about you I get all pissed." I'm calm. Until she continuously says it is unfair. I know it is kinda messed up I have to explanation about what I said, but do I need a reaction like this??? Like is this really unfair?

So then she's yelling about how it is unfair, STILL, that I said what I said with no explanation, but when she does it, I get mad. I'm saying, "This is not true, when has this happened?" She replies, "a whole bunch." I ask to bring up one occasion. She says, "You done it a whole bunch." Now, to my knowledge I may have gotten mad about something said about me. But only if is negative. But she says a lot, but can't single out one. Which leads me to know this is not even about not being fair. So she yelling about the SAME thing. I ask calmly, "Can you bet quiet so I can say something?" She says, "NO!" And I'm like, "NO?!" And just starts yelling about the same shit.

At this point, I am PISSED THE FUCK off. I pulled the car over. I ask, "So you ain't gon' like me speak?!" She said, "NO, not with you yelling at me." I started to say, "I wasn't yelling when I asked the first time.." But my anger cut me of after I said "when". I demanded her to get the fuck out the car. "And called her some names." She no. And I was like I'm not moving until you get out. She didn't move.

Finally, I dropped her off down the street from her house. And was out. Later I apologized for initiating the whole thing by asking, "Why are you acting grown?" But I did not, and will not apologize for anything else because I was justly pushed to that point over a small little thing that SHOULD NOT have gotten her mad and dissing me.

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